Sruggling/Depression – Jesus Loving Blonde

Learning to find my identity in Jesus

I feel lost. I feel useless. I feel guilty. I feel angry. This season has been so hard! And I have gone back and forth in my head about sharing these feelings because I feel that as a Christian, maybe I shouldn’t feel this way. Shouldn’t I be looking for the good in everything? Shouldn’tContinue reading “Learning to find my identity in Jesus”

Are you there God?

Change… learning from mistakes and failures… heartbreaks… all of these suck! Sorry, but it’s how I feel. I mean, why do we have to go through bad things? When I was younger, I used to wonder this all the time. If God is such a good God, then why do bad things happen? If GodContinue reading “Are you there God?”

I’m Struggling

I wrote this on April 7, 2020, but I think it is still very valid right now. A little honesty here in this post… I’m struggling. I’m struggling with this quarantine. I’m struggling not knowing how long this will last. I’m struggling not seeing my church family face to face on a regular basis. I’mContinue reading “I’m Struggling”